29 October 2008

The Piano Player

I must admit I fell in love
With someone I could never be with
It is a very hard feeling
That I’m ready to let go

Somewhat the same as prayer
Repeated over and over
There is no other danger
Unlike when you’re on the river
What you feel now is quite denser
That you can float in air
You want this feeling forever
When you heard the piano player

Hate this part of the scene
I don’t want to listen
Want to get out this den
Come out fulfill my dreams

This is not a fever
Or I’m not sober
Don’t need any cover
All I need is savior
From this piano player

Now I need to go
I fell so helpless too
I’m another victim
Trying to fight for love

You had me at my best
I know I’m so careless
And now I’m so breathless
All I want is rest
In this thing I called mess

25 October 2008

Surrender

It’s getting darker
Can’t see anything
Roads gone smaller
Can’t move anymore
Their getting bigger
Can’t be seen now

I’ve been trapped here
Oxygen’s running out
And now I’m crying
Because I’m helpless

I know I don’t belong here
I know you will arrive
And save me from this mess
You’ll gonna give me some light

17 October 2008

I'll remember your smile, that easy smile that i could never be again the reason for. If I miss you I'll just use your simple name. I don't know how to let you go but If you're so willing then I'll learn to. Things just don't fall into place you want them to but I truly wish you get it as you please. I braved the violence of your existence for only and now I would have to be most brave without you and I will. If it made me cry only because I want it to pour like rain so that after I won't fret summer or anything steamy I will be. Thanks for the moonlight and a year of two seasons I thought I wouldn't have to worry bout the fourth quarter storm. Don't worry I will find my calm. There's always a rainbow after the rain right? I don't know how but I know I'll find my pot of gold I thought I already have but then I don't.